No place for your Mr mind..Thinking of Self immolation? Please do it!

How intricate are you!!! Puts me to awe everytime but at the same time just as a bird caught in a golden cage, I dont think ur smartness will be of any use to me. Why do you think you are too smart? Do you think you are everything? Do you think you can outlaw every divine rule laid out here and capture the realms of nature in  your palms and find eternal freedom in that. Freedom is what this self needs from YOU. you cannot free you unless and until you surrender. Remember that. Surrender O mind. Thats the path to your salvation. As HE quoted...1000 years of darkness is expelled by a lamp in a second...im waiting for that day when the darkness of  your ignorance is expelled by eternal gyana. My masters grace is with me. YOU cannot withstand that. Do you think you can rock the bottom of my foundation and plant your poisonous seeds in me? Before you even think of it, before you even act for it.. My masters nama will help in safeguarding His child from you. better you succumb to his namas, chant it constantly and only then you will find peace. Remember that there is no peace whatsoever possible in this earth without the search for THAT. Im HIS little child. Im just born. Leave me like this. I would like to remain a child. Sans the reminiscences of hatred, jealousy, possessiveness and bondages. I wish to be away from lust, desire and passions. Leave me alone for I wish to concentrate on that path which will lead me to HIM. which will lead me to my Glorious Father - SHIVA...my father is waiting to engulf me in his arms. He is waiting. He is waiting. He loves me so do this self. This self wants to be one with him .. once and for all. Please realise it. KNOW it. deeper and deeper. As deep as you can get. As far as you can go. One pointed. Sincere. Focussed. By just being yourself. No nothing. Just yourself. later dissolve this. this everything. Feel the oneness with Him. he you this world his creation thousand galaxies million stars is ONE. Feel it. Yearn for that eternal gyana. Have that thirst. No longer waste time in this delirious emotions and sufferings. There is no time for that. Pursue your true abode. thats where is the essential. Others are mortal and immaterial. Take His nama and imbibe it in your breath.

CHIDANANDA ROOPAM SHIVOHAM SHIVOHAM ...

Bhaja Govindam Bhaja Govindam Govindam Bhaja Moodamate

“Sat Sangatvae nissangatvam
Nissangatva Nirmohatvam
Nirmohatvae Nishchala tatvam
Nishchala tatvae Jivan Mukthihi”


                                                       -- Shri Adishankarar

Life is getting busier. This is what I wanted! A BUSYYYYYYYYYYY LIFE! A Survey says busy bees are the most happiest on earth. Well I don't know if its really true, but im happy anyways! Getting Busy is nice.

I hate the traffic in the mornings though. Something I don't like during the day. If only i could somehow squeeze in sometime for my journals and guitar, that would be great. I still get some time for my guitar in the weekends but I want to make it something daily. I want to rush through the lessons. It aint good if I don't practice every day. I can see im learning fast but if I practice every day I would learn faster! For sure! My dream is soon to be true!

Jun has gone for the cricket tournament. Grabbed my D40 on the go! Ofcourse with the new attractive 70-300mm. Rauf says a telezoom not needed for shooting cricket matches. Quite eager to see how the pictures come out.

Lets see.

Last day at ITC

Wow~ ! what was that ! a roller coaster for 9 months! Can never forget the "holland" days. Soon its gonna come to an end and a new life awaits ahead! Though to say life has now added more passion to my life :) How thrilling!

While i still need to wrap up the last few paragraphs of my thesis(that i slogged for months to get results) is now kept aside for few minutes..! why? cos i wish to express my deeepest of desires...my next moves in the coming months! Surely a housewife for next 6 months until i get hooked up with a job or higher studies. Until then im sure  there is gonna be loads of time availabe for me to grab and do those things that i always wanted to do..like?  Top 10 reads as below...

1) Study tamil literature and grammar (understand the sangam kind)
2) Enroll for sanskrit lessons
3) Learn to sing the gems of songs by annamayya and sadasiva brahmendrar
4) Guitar lessons ( new guitar shining in a corner)
5) Continue yoga and pranayama
6) Work under a photographer (have already started working towards it)
7) Read some great written works  (with permission from Him...also His books)
8) Improve acrylic painting! Learn more shading techniques
9) Try to solve Rubix cube
10) star gazing! refresh basics ...

Thoroughly excited! CHENNAI HERE I COME!

My Jung test reults - ENFP

Extroverted (E) 52.38% Introverted (I) 47.62%
Intuitive (N) 60% Sensing (S) 40%
Feeling (F) 63.89% Thinking (T) 36.11%
Perceiving (P) 58.14% Judging (J) 41.86%

ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

Something for my husband..

blue white black and green
for peace joy and prosperity
then comes pink and yellow
may His grace and light bestow
upon you and all
lets share love and life
for years to come..!

Thankyou Adithi Akka !! :)

This song(click on the title) resung by her and Vishak, is one of my most favourites of ilayaraja!
It gives me great pleasure to share it here with you all, a lovely song sung by a lovely person!

Adithi ka....Im your bigggggggggggg fannnnnn!!!

Peace and love always
Neeru